Hey there… I haven’t update my blog lately, haven’t I? It’s not that nothing happened in my life, it’s just that I’m too lazy to update it but recently my friends urge me to write new entry so here I am, writing my journey from the last blog until today. So many has happened and today I feel like converting all my thoughts into writings.

Let’s see, I have finished my FYP which is a total horror on 2nd of September and finished my Final Presentation on some time 3 weeks ago. I have to admit, those days are total nightmare but thank God that I can overcome those obstacles and of course, thanks to my friends and families who supported me! I really appreciate it! After my last presentation, I have no more stuffs that I have to do.. That means my freedom and my happiness. I began to dive into parties like farewell party with Linda and the others (we went to Genting), then my friend from Palembang came and I accompany her throughout Singapore and Malaysia then I have my own farewell party on Green Box, and some more parties that I can’t remember. To cut the story short, I’m enjoying myself for a whole month!

And… the sadness begins, I began to lose myself …

I forgot how to serve others, I tend to put myself in the first spot…

I forgot my obligation, I always bring myself to have fun…

My time with God has decreased immensely, I no longer read bible on my spare time…

I’m losing myself…

I’m going back to Indonesia and say goodbye to Malaysia on 22th of September 2008 and I haven’t really pack my stuffs then on early of November, I’m going to another trip to Jakarta and my last destination is Singapore where I’m going to stay there and looks for job for my future to come. Series of unfortunate events come charging at me, my graphic card went boom (That means no games for me, only DOS games and web games); because of that, my mood has tremendously drop and I tend to make others mad/sad/stress because of me… Come to think of it, I think I’m blaming my graphic card for the mistakes I have made…

That’s why I’m going to make a decision today which is to retreat from the world to build myself all over again. I’m going to recover my scattered pieces of so-called-pure heart (Don’t really know what to call it =p ) and began to close or even better to throw away all my ego and proscatination part of me.

I guess that ends my rants, huh? Thanks for reading, anyhow~